Over 20 years ago, I left my husband for the 4th and last time for reasons of my own.. I had been experiencing Dreams unending since my NDE and my sister's fire which saw my life became a toiled turbulence of quiet tangled chaos!
Some years later, during a time of even more Spiritual Activities within my life, I was led to Clairvoyant, Alison Burman, for a "Past Life Regression".
Alison set the scene with nothing more than a meditation and breathwork while My Guide asked me.. 'What is it you want to know little one?' I replied that I just wanted them to tell me whatever was needed for me to know. This wasnt enough! Guide told me.. "Your question please..
" ok.. Please tell me why.. I feel like theres a 'ribbon' still attaching me to my exhusband.
With this, I was shown a Huge Big Book with its pages turning.. I was amazed!! And a Maze it were as 4 of my lives came whooshing and wandering through me to be re-lived! (I re-lived 4 entire lifetimes in less than half an hour!)
During the ‘last’ life with my ex-husband, in the 1700’s, I saw me tied to a cross with another on one side and 2 on the other side of me, with black bags over their heads but not mine. (oh dear.. I still cry when I tell this truth..) I was made to watch my husband of the time, be tied into a box with spikes. I could hear people whispering, jeering and sobbing, on that dark cold day as I heard also that I was a Herbalist (Witch) and I was forced to endure the pain of watching my husband be tortured for ‘standing up’ for me and being made an example of to all the other husbands!!
All went into the ethers as I came back to the Meditation room with a gasp of horror as I knew my husband had been in a hell on earth for me and I could almost feel those spikes and hear his screams while the fire ws lit at my feet and the smell of burning flesh pervaded all my senses.
It took me some time to get my breath, open my eyes to the light of ‘today’ and feel Alison’s glowing hug of love. I was ever so grateful to be Here!
Afterward, I met my exhusbands eldest sister across the road for lunch at a little Italian restaurant.. There, as we greeted each other, a pristine white feather floated in front of me.. (seemingly from nowhere..) I Knew then and I Know now, I am loved and no matter where I am or what I do, my Heaven is right here! ♥
Each of the other 3 lives were with Chris too which showed me that when I used to say to people that each time I went ‘back’ to him, it felt like ‘another lifetime’.. With the fourth being the Last. (I went to the library the next weekend to look up what that box was.. The ‘Iron Maiden’. One of the world’s most horrific torture devices of Medieval times)